Shes got an a** that will....

I love the skin I'm in and I wouldn't change it for the world. But sometimes I feel like my body hinders me from wearing certain things. I'm 5'5 1/2, a size 32D, Medium and 6. If I wear the wrong shirt my boobs are spilling out. If my dress is too short and my heels are too high I look like a tramp. Boyfriend jeans don't fit me correctly because I have hips and thighs. Certain dresses are shorter on me because I have a long torso. However, I embrace my body because many people are getting plastic surgery to have a body like mine.

In the past couple of months I have gained weight and some of my jeans do not fit me the same way. I used to refer to myself as "slender" but I think its safe to say that I've crossed the slender threshold, I don't know what to call myself now. I think moderately thick is the best term actually lol.

I like my height but I wouldnt mind being about an inch and a half taller. I think some of the most beautiful women are those who are 5'8 and above. The only issue with tall women is that they are towering over the average male with and without heels on. I wouldnt really mind it though, tall females command attention when they step into a room. A tall girl with long legs and natural hair is probobly one of the "bhaddest" girls out there. When I put heels on I'm usually about 5'10 and I feel like a giant compared to my friends who also have heels on.

My boobs aren't the biggest of the bunch but sometimes I wish I was an A cup. Certain dresses don't allow you to wear a bra, but I'd never be able to leave my house with a dress like that. Bras can be uncomfortable sometimes and ladies with small boobs can get away without wearing a bra.

There are days that I'm very envious of girls without hips and booty. The days that I want to wear a slouchy pair of jeans, or leggings even though they arent meant to be pants, or even a short dress without looking slutty . Call me ignorant but I dont think that girls without any hips or ass have to deal with the same harrassment from males as girls who do have hips and booty. I can't complain though, sometimes girls with a body are more appealing.

;)

So little time..So much to do.

I wouldn't really consider myself an anxious person or anything of the sort, but there are a couple of things that I often worry about. I find myself pondering and wondering what will become of me. I don't want to disappoint my parents, because Lord knows they have worked extremely hard to see my sisters and I succeed. I have so many aspirations and a boundless bucket list, that I frequently wonder whether or not I'll have enough time to fulfill them. I know I'm only 18, but it seems as though time has been moving rather quickly. I feel as though it was just yesterday that I was in high school wearing uniform, and now my first year of college is near conclusion. Time has always moved at the same pace, but now that I'm getting older it feels like its moving rapidly. Compared to some people I have achieved so much, and compared to others I have achieved so little. While I was on my way home on the train, I thought to myself that I may want to graduate college early so that I can get a jump start on law school. I want to challenge myself to this task, but on the other hand I don't want to grow up too fast. Once I finish law school, I might regret it. At the end of the day I just want to be successful. I don't need all the money in the world, but less than six figures wont be enough. I'd be content with making between $100,000 and $150,000 a year. I want to be able to afford nice things and be able to buy my mother Fendi, Prada, Gucci, and Louis, even though I know she doesnt care for those things. I plan on traveling the world before I turn thirty, and becoming fluent in spanish. I want to drive cross country in a convertable, and scream on top of the grand canyon.

Ughh so little time...So much to do!

Gorgeous

Despite the fact that this is a beautiful video with two beautiful people, thier skin is flawless!


Timothy Bloom - 'Til The End Of Time by UniversalMusicGroup

I'm not mad

This is a bold shoe, and not just ANYBODY can rock them...but I can confidently say that I can! Lol not to toot my own horn or anything but :TOOT:TOOT: Just wait til I get my money right!

I mean nobodys perfect

But there is somebody out there who is perfect for you, me, and the next person.

Sometimes I wonder if combination guys exist.

Combination guy: Noun

[kom-buh-ney-shuhn gahy ]

A guy who is attractive, intelligent, funny, & mature.

Nowadays it seems as though they don't, and if they do its one in a million. Once again, nobody is perfect, because God didn't create us to be perfect. Every single individual has his/her flaws which make them more appealing to others. Not to be bias or anything but I feel as though there are more combination females than males. Don't get me wrong, combination females are not easily attained but its easier than attaining a combination male. I know way more combination females than males. Sometimes I sit and ponder whether or not I'll ever find my ideal guy. Maybe I'm too critical but I don't really think so. I just like what I like and want what I want. Sheesh nothing in life is easy, and just like getting a college degree, one must study and work hard to find their ideal match. It's about trial and error, but is there enough time in the world for trial and error? I mean of course there is but time is of the essence and it doesn't stop for anybody. I can't and won't settle just to settle, because quite frankly it isn't even worth it. I know myself and I would be extremely dissatisfied and bitter. I respect those who feel that looks do not matter; more power to you. There is not enough money in the world that you can pay me to get with somebody that is sub par. I don't mean to sound sadity or rude but honestly I would like somebody who is at least an 8/10. I have PLENTY of time! I don't plan on settling down with a serious boy friend until I'm 21. Until then I'll be doing me and I'm more than happy with that. Being single is fun! Psh I'm only 18 and a perfect couple is only in a dream!

I have a new appreciation for people with maintained dreads. Honestly dreads can be very beautiful depending who is rocking them and how long they are. After going to Maryland last weekend and seeing a few attractive people with nice dreads, I'm very interested in them. I would never rock them because that's just not MY thing, but I would not mind dating a nice chocolate brother with some nice dreads lol. HMM

time to go down south much?

yummmy

TCBY= My new favorite treat

Lets play a game, sorry no boys allowed : X

I bet you all are wondering what "game" this is that I speak of. Unfortunately this is a game for only ladies to play, sorry no boys allowed.But I'm  not sure whats its called. Its not too complicated though.

Its the game that you play when you are on the pursuit of  solid man.Please understand that you cant play this game if you cannot hold your ground.If you fall too easily this game isn't for you. If you are loose please find another game.Well ladies its as simple as keeping the guy guessing. Lure them in and keep them interested.

But NEVER give the goodies. So basically if you are dating a guy make sure he knows that you have other options. Don't do it in a way that is completely obvious but make sure he is aware that you can be out with someone else doing something else. Always remember never to give 100% I don't care if hes giving 150. Give at least 50% of yourself and at most 70%.If he wants to take you out on a date every weekend of the month, make sure that you say no two weekends. Don't go out with him for two consecutive Fridays or Saturdays.Remember that this is a cat/dog game, and its ok to let the dog chase. If this guy lets you know that he likes you, make sure that he knows that you like him too, but not as much as he likes you lol. Things can get complicated but boys always like a chase, if he feels that he has all of you then he'll be over you as soon as you can blink your eye. Don't get mad if he has other girls on the side, pshhh you have other boys on the side. And most importantly don't catch too many feelings. You arent entirely sure that things will work out so save yourself the grief.

"Know the game" "Play the game" "Respect the game"-V. Henriquez

Breaking News!

As of early this morning, a 8.9 magnitude earthquake hit Japan and left many dead and injured. Other places such as Hawaii and California were affected by a tsunami also. Communication is almost impossible and many Japanese Americans are concerned about their family and friends. It has only been a year since the earthquake in Haiti and now this. My prayers and condolences go out to all those affected by both earthquakes and the tsunami.

Sheesh

Pardon me for being lazy and leaving my baby blog in the dust. I really don't have any excuses for not posting, besides the fact that I've been lazy. So much has gone on in the media form Charlie Sheen's madness, to Chris Brown's blonde hair and nude photos to the most recent issue of an earthquake in Japan. Well I'm back because I have a lot to say as always, and this is the most perfect outlet for me to express myself.