So little time..So much to do.

I wouldn't really consider myself an anxious person or anything of the sort, but there are a couple of things that I often worry about. I find myself pondering and wondering what will become of me. I don't want to disappoint my parents, because Lord knows they have worked extremely hard to see my sisters and I succeed. I have so many aspirations and a boundless bucket list, that I frequently wonder whether or not I'll have enough time to fulfill them. I know I'm only 18, but it seems as though time has been moving rather quickly. I feel as though it was just yesterday that I was in high school wearing uniform, and now my first year of college is near conclusion. Time has always moved at the same pace, but now that I'm getting older it feels like its moving rapidly. Compared to some people I have achieved so much, and compared to others I have achieved so little. While I was on my way home on the train, I thought to myself that I may want to graduate college early so that I can get a jump start on law school. I want to challenge myself to this task, but on the other hand I don't want to grow up too fast. Once I finish law school, I might regret it. At the end of the day I just want to be successful. I don't need all the money in the world, but less than six figures wont be enough. I'd be content with making between $100,000 and $150,000 a year. I want to be able to afford nice things and be able to buy my mother Fendi, Prada, Gucci, and Louis, even though I know she doesnt care for those things. I plan on traveling the world before I turn thirty, and becoming fluent in spanish. I want to drive cross country in a convertable, and scream on top of the grand canyon.

Ughh so little time...So much to do!