15 May 2011

Spoken.

Shes so deeply entrenched, drowned and sunken in love. So misguided, baffled, and all over love. She hasn't realized that this love isn't quite love. That this thing that they're doing is undesirable, frowned upon and entirely done. She's so stuck on stupid. Stuck on making things better. Stuck on stuck because she doesn't know more. Her free will and intellect are out the door. She'd do almost anything to make him see shes the one. But he's so deeply entrenched, drowned and sunken in his lessons. So remained, it's insane that hes all over his books. His ambitious are taking a toll on this love, like  money does crooks. He hasn't realized that this love is so far above that it takes a toll on her mind. His Bio Chemical make up is admiring, inspiring, and so diligently placed, that her medulla and balance equate to that of a young child. Yes she regresses, to a time when things were far from wild. When things were worth her while, when all he did was make her smile. When he lured her into the world of his, when he was about her and she was about her too. When all she wanted to make sure was that their friendship wasn't through. "He is so dumb, He is stupid! Boys are stupid" she claims. They really are! but to keep it real and if the premise is true, wouldn't that make you a boy too? Because you've been stupid, baffled, and duped in a love that isn't love. In a trivial pursuit where you're the cat and he's the mouse, where you are a stranger in his mom's house. Cause you haven't gained her approval. Because he's on a mission, on the pursuit of enlightenment. While you're on this steady pursuit of indictment. While you try to diligently to be liked by the Matriarch, but quite frankly it doesn't work because this love is a circus park. She lost her innocence to a boy not a man. Because his actions are so immature, so juvenile, and so barren. So insulting that it's crippling to her being. It's a hurdle to her soul, way beyond any one's control. Cause you're just a girl so in love with a fool, it's sickening to a feminist like me. To a girl who who preaches and tries to steer you from this lust. To a girl who doesn't have her head on straight, but has her head on her shoulders not on some fool's plate. Not on a boy, not on a trivial joy. But on her strong brown shoulders. Her aura so real and strong that it can lift boulders. And if the premise is true and she loves too, than she can be honest and real with you. She can levitate, she can help you progress, and digress from this trivial pursuit........
But she's so deeply entrenched, drowned and sunken in love. So foolish it's horrid and disheartening to hear her cry. To hear her try so hard to make him see she's the one. She's so stupid, so foolish it sucks to be her, but it sucks to be Tammy too. Cause Tammy is the other chick, who got drunk and helped herself to a lovely taken plate of biochemical lust. The biochemical boy who treats my friend like a toy. The biochemical fool who lost something sooo cool. The foolish child who will never realize the pain he put her through.  The pain that my home girl experiences in her dark purlieu. In her small room, in her horrible gloom. In her innocent mind, in her chaotic life. Cause this biochemical fool did it once to some other stupid tool. But my stupid home girl excepted him. She welcomed him with open arms, soul and mind. She believed his lies that he used to get ahead. But not anymore, not as long as I'm still breathing. Not as long as he's still scheming. Nope I'm not having it. My home girl will prevail, succeed and show fool that he pick the wrong one to reckon with. Him and Tammy will never feel the same. Hoes will be hoes though, so I can't blame Tammy. But home girl blames Tammy, but I blame Manny. But I blame home girl. But this isn't yeezy's blame game. Cause home girl is better, stronger, and she will never be the same.

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