Bottoms up for all the young people doing something productive with their lives.
Yesterday I told my sister that the children are our future. When Whitney said it I was a child myself and didn't really understand the weight of that phrase until recently. The future of the world and all of it's businesses and industries lies in the hands of the new generation. Those being born as I write this and those who are just starting to communicate. Often times I feel that the world is a corrupt place with no hope for a better tomorrow.At the rate of society, I really wonder what will become of this world after I perish. Only God knows and I am confident that he has a plan for each and every one of us. Sometimes I find myself losing hope but never faith. I understand that God puts us through the worst of times just so that we can rejoice when he shows us the best of times. At this point, I'm just allowing God to guide me. There are plenty of things that I want but only God knows what I need. For the longest time I wanted to be a student at the University of Maryland College Park. I felt as though that school was the only place for me. The location, it's reputation, and it's diverse student body drew my attention to it. I told myself that I would be a student there if it's the last thing I do. Well God has a different plan for me, because I was not accepted there. Maybe I was in it for all the wrong reasons. Maybe God is punishing me, or maybe he has bigger and better plans for me. Only he knows. I'm thankful that one of the leading public research institutions has accepted me though. Rutgers University to be exact. Hopefully God will allow me to follow my dreams of majoring in Public Relations and come up with a way for my parents to afford that expensive ass school lol. Or maybe he won't and I'll just have to suck it up. I'm not too sure. Once I found out that I was not accepted I was very sad. My mood was shot and I laid in bed trying to figure out why I wasn't good enough for them. Until I realized that I had to snap out of it. No admissions committee is going to alter my mood and perception about my achievements and success. I've worked hard and I'm going to continue to work hard. I'm too intelligent, strong, and fly to be depressed lol. I will succeed at anything and everything I put my mind to. I'm not going to sweat the small stuff anymore I promise.
"Only God can judge me so either love me or leave me alone."
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