Perfection's alternative

I dont know about you, but I would never be able to marry somebody who has kids or had been married before. Maybe its because I like every thing fresh and brand new, and someone who has baggage is not fresh in my opinion. Is that wrong? I understand that love knows no boundaries but there are just certain things that I wouldnt be able to tolerate. Does that make me superficial and high maintenance? Maybe it does but I like and want what I want. There has to be somebody out there for me who God created ONLY for me, somebody who couldnt get married or have kids with another lady because deep down inside he knows I exist. Come on, I know that perfection doesn't exist but damnit there has to be an alternative. I would never be the type to marry for money, but my husband has to have a career, NOT a job. I want the kind of marriage that lasts until death, the kind that Will and Jada have. I'm gonna make sure I store these posts so that I can refer to them once I do find my soulmate. Wait....what if my soulmate is dead? No he can't be, thats just unfair. God is amazing and good all the time, he wouldn't do that to me..would he?